Synchronized Musings

Tuesday. I spent the day running around UP (not in the acad oval but) fixing my papersss for my Taiwan Uni application.

So many lightbulbs went on.

Lightbulb moment #1:  UP will always be home.

It's been 3 years since I graduated and I have been seeing the world since. Yet I still come back for the football games, the UP Pep Squad endeavors, film, to run around the carless ovaltine, eat isaw, a lot of shiz. People there are cool. Konti lang tanga. Kung may tanga man, usually 'yung nakakaaliw na tanga. Hindi 'yung nakakabwiset na tanga.

Lightbulb moment #2: I'm okay driving alone.

When I was in university, I would drive to school everyday. It was fun. It's always one long sound trip while I worked on my spatial skills and physics theories. I was a Toki driver. Oftentimes LA would ride home from pep training with me. That was fun too. We stop to eat on the way home. Or we just bleed from our hands. Sometimes, like last week, I get sick of driving alone. Like after parties, everyone would drive somebody else home. But me? I always drive just me. I even drive myself to the airport damnit. Maybe it would be nice to be on the passenger seat sometimes. But then I guess my would-be passenger would find it too...noisy. Unless he's Julian Casablancas. But I tell myself that this is proof that I'm not the damsel-in-distress who's useless and dependent. Hehe. I'm a very badass driver, FYI.

Hobbes, the best boyfriend ever.

Lightbulb moment #3: I think I would be capable of taking my own life eventually. 
I have yet to devise 3 ways of ending my days without getting maimed and/or unrecognizable. Until then,

"I've got nothing to say
I've got nothing to give
Got no reason to live
But I will fight to survive."

- J. Casablancas